the downturn...

I couldn't believe what had happened to me is happening to me right now. I thought the time and efforts we spent, we'll at least get some credit from my in-laws... sigh. Alan is still pretty upset about all these, I know I'm in no place to do anything except to be there for him whenever he needs me. I can foresee a tough and rockie road ahead of us, especially Chinese New Year is getting closer... shit... but I will stay strong knowing that Alan is always here! Thank god its him!